*The fireworks had ceased,but what about the marks that's left behind?*
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Dont be bothered by that sentence,you wouldnt know what I am talking about.;)

I realised one thing!
That when I wake up earlier to get things done enthusiatically,by the time when things are done and I am ready to step out,my (chirpy)mood dont stay for long.
Either it's the environment,the weather,or just my energy level that dips.

Fuck!First is my monitor,den my idiotic mouse,now my keyboard is trying to be a lil funny!
If I am ever getting a new pc,i am gonna wreck this into pieces!

Yawns..
My eyes are closing on its own again.

Today I have got my second 'private gathering' with my chicks.
Been feeling bad coz I haven't been staying home these days.
But again..it's really for this 2 weeks.(and now counting less than that)

I dun feel obligated to ans any of those agents' phonecalls now.
And so slience another one.

But I am worried..
After the 22nd,i would be feeling like craps again.
Sigh....

I dunno what to do on my own,man.
~_~

Just feel so unprotected when I thinks of that.